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Maybe I'll draw sometime again. But the last year had been emotional stress. I'm in the middle of depression again and Idk when I'll post something new. I don't wanna cosplay anymore. The sewing machine just stands there and my Lolita fashion hat and headpiece isn't done since september 2013. *scratches head*
I am selling my Cosplays and a lot of my Manga and Anime stuff recently. I guess it's to clean out old ghosts and get less stuff to carry in case of next moving. (-but this time in my area)
So yeah. I am just too shy running around a con in my cosplay etc. It just isn't fun.
*shakes it off*
I kinda feel like I wanna draw and see how it turns out, knowing I can do better but I am kinda out of fuel.
Recharging will take a while. Again. I feel like I wanna draw my own characters again. I brought them to life at the age of 14 and worked on the storyline ever since. I love Fantasy, and so I have a magical girl story, as well as my other one which I sent to Carlsen when I was 18- and people like Robert Labs and Christina Plaka started to get published. (omg Manga from Germany. <.< was the case that time.) But they kinda liked my story-just not my shitty anatomy (It was worse than today... orz). Maybe I find the fantasy, energy and strength in myself again to continue anything.
Because it never turned out to be good enough.
So I really wanna draw now if I feel like it and are smiling again. - Not just working on a project.
Trying hard to finish it with my best effort, - but with love.
I am selling my Cosplays and a lot of my Manga and Anime stuff recently. I guess it's to clean out old ghosts and get less stuff to carry in case of next moving. (-but this time in my area)
So yeah. I am just too shy running around a con in my cosplay etc. It just isn't fun.
*shakes it off*
I kinda feel like I wanna draw and see how it turns out, knowing I can do better but I am kinda out of fuel.
Recharging will take a while. Again. I feel like I wanna draw my own characters again. I brought them to life at the age of 14 and worked on the storyline ever since. I love Fantasy, and so I have a magical girl story, as well as my other one which I sent to Carlsen when I was 18- and people like Robert Labs and Christina Plaka started to get published. (omg Manga from Germany. <.< was the case that time.) But they kinda liked my story-just not my shitty anatomy (It was worse than today... orz). Maybe I find the fantasy, energy and strength in myself again to continue anything.
Because it never turned out to be good enough.
So I really wanna draw now if I feel like it and are smiling again. - Not just working on a project.
Trying hard to finish it with my best effort, - but with love.
Dokomi 2016
Hello cutiepies! :3
I'll be at Dokomi (German Convention) in the fashion area next to Li-Paro. Kawaii-Mori Number 04!
You'll see the poster I guess. I'll have new business cards as well. Gothic Lolita and Mori.
Or just to get a scribble in your conhon and have a little chat. My assistants and me are waiting. <3
xoxo Sandra
My my how the time goes by...
No cosplay, no deviations. But I am still alive. *waves white flag*
I moved out of the old place and next to a forest. My cat loves it. me as well.
So yeah, making headpieces and wearing Japanese fashion.
In no shape for cosplay but well. *munches cookies*
Full house on the weekend. It's gonna be cool.
Condition changed for the better.
Everything is new this year so a fresh start for everything.
Drawing and crafting. And so much more.
You can indeed talk to me. But I'm pretty lame in comparison to the many last years.
I'll be at the Dokomi with "Kawaii-Mori" (facebook).
Polite people are welcome. No hard feelings.
Shooting
A while ago I had a very tasty picnic with some people and a very funny shooting. Thanks to those who helped the others and me. <3 And please visit the talented and cool Coco:
http://www.facebook.com/picturesyourlife
http://chaoscoco.wix.com/chaoscoco
Hey
*sneaking in*
"YO! Da hell."
*puts microphone down*
It's good to be back. Gotta fave the stuff I read without logging in. *grin*
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It's sad to hear/read that you are stalling everything.
I know how hard it is to do anything at all in a phase...
What I wish you would do is following: please do anything to get better! If it means to cut of D.A. it's that. If it means to seek a doctor and take pills, your choice.
please do anything to get energy through whatever activity you like. Some recommend going for walks daily. This would be good to take in sunlight, it helps a bit.
You might as well consider if you are introverted, some food gets introverted people down too (that would be carbohydrates. an upper is broccoli. really, it works).
It is not important what other people think, it's important to think of yourself highly. You are alive, you are the best in 6 million already! (you won the race to the egg!)
Now heads up! take a walk, you are here and you are here to stay! (look out for some greenery, a park maybe, nature is better for recovering)
reading tips:
susan cain, quiet.
Marti Olsen Laney The Introvert Advantage
david allen: getting things done
(everything available in german, too)
taking own advice*gulp* is never easy...
I know how hard it is to do anything at all in a phase...
What I wish you would do is following: please do anything to get better! If it means to cut of D.A. it's that. If it means to seek a doctor and take pills, your choice.
please do anything to get energy through whatever activity you like. Some recommend going for walks daily. This would be good to take in sunlight, it helps a bit.
You might as well consider if you are introverted, some food gets introverted people down too (that would be carbohydrates. an upper is broccoli. really, it works).
It is not important what other people think, it's important to think of yourself highly. You are alive, you are the best in 6 million already! (you won the race to the egg!)
Now heads up! take a walk, you are here and you are here to stay! (look out for some greenery, a park maybe, nature is better for recovering)
reading tips:
susan cain, quiet.
Marti Olsen Laney The Introvert Advantage
david allen: getting things done
(everything available in german, too)
taking own advice*gulp* is never easy...