Maybe I'll draw sometime again. But the last year had been emotional stress. I'm in the middle of depression again and Idk when I'll post something new. I don't wanna cosplay anymore. The sewing machine just stands there and my Lolita fashion hat and headpiece isn't done since september 2013. *scratches head*
I am selling my Cosplays and a lot of my Manga and Anime stuff recently. I guess it's to clean out old ghosts and get less stuff to carry in case of next moving. (-but this time in my area)
So yeah. I am just too shy running around a con in my cosplay etc. It just isn't fun.
*shakes it off*
I kinda feel like I wanna draw and see how it turns out, knowing I can do better but I am kinda out of fuel.
Recharging will take a while. Again. I feel like I wanna draw my own characters again. I brought them to life at the age of 14 and worked on the storyline ever since. I love Fantasy, and so I have a magical girl story, as well as my other one which I sent to Carlsen when I was 18- and people like Robert Labs and Christina Plaka started to get published. (omg Manga from Germany. <.< was the case that time.) But they kinda liked my story-just not my shitty anatomy (It was worse than today... orz). Maybe I find the fantasy, energy and strength in myself again to continue anything.
Because it never turned out to be good enough.
So I really wanna draw now if I feel like it and are smiling again. - Not just working on a project.
Trying hard to finish it with my best effort, - but with love.